I don't know why this blog post was so hard to write. Sorry for the delay in getting it posted.
Sunday morning (23 May 2010), we were asked to be at the church building next to the temple at 10:30. My mom and I had a leisurely morning in the hotel, then we got ready and headed to the temple grounds.
The choir met in the chapel and did our warm ups and worked on a few trouble spots in the music before heading over to the temple. My mom and sister, Kelli, met in the chapel also. They listened to us practice, then they headed to the temple when we did. The choir had our pictures taken in front of the temple before going inside. While we were taking pictures, Kelli and my mom got through the long line and were escorted to their seats. Kelli sat with another choir member's 80+ year old mother (who was really cute and funny) in a room near the celestial room. My mom, with her white ticket, was escorted into the celestial room.
The choir lined up to get booties put on over our shoes, then headed inside. When I walked passed the celestial room, I saw my mom in the FRONT ROW!! She was right next to the glass art wall separating the celestial room from the room where the choir would be sitting and there was nobody sitting next to her (she was the only person in that row). That could only mean one thing...she would be sitting by family members of the Brethren! I later found out my mom was seated next to Elder Holland's wife. How cool is that!!
I actually got to sit next to my mom too, kind of, though I was on the other side of the glass wall. I sort of saw her dress print through the glass. But I thought it was really neat how close we ended up being to each other.
We waited reverently in our seats for about 30 minutes before the session began. Then we saw (distortedly) through the glass wall the people in the celestial room stand up for the prophet. My heart started pounding. I was trying to make out the people walking in, but I couldn't see much. Once they sat down, the TV switched from prerecorded music and pictures of temples to a live shot at the ceiling of the celestial room, with organ music (played by our choir organist) streaming through. The shot went down to show the magnificent chandelier and continued until it was pointing at the podium. The Brethren were dressed in white and sitting reverently in their seats in the front. Then President Eyring got up to conduct the meeting.
Cue the choir members.
We got up from our seats and lined up in the hallway. As we were lining up up, all I could do was mouth the words "WOW" to one of my friends. It was really happening. Once President Eyring said a specific phrase, we were told to start walking in to line up where we practiced the day before. My heart was pounding SO HARD. It was almost overflowing! When I walked into the celestial room and saw my mom, the prophet and an apostle sitting there and President Eyring standing at the podium, I could barely keep the emotions in check. I had to take a lot of deep breaths to contain myself to get ready to sing the first song. When we lined up, I was actually over the left shoulder of President Eyring and very visible in the camera. (Side note: my sister Jessica later asked me why I was making faces at President Eyring. I told her I was just trying to keep from crying! Haha!)
The first song we sang was "The Morning Breaks". That was my most difficult song, but miraculously, we sang it flawlessly. It was the best we sounded. I sang the right parts and didn't mix up any words. I felt really blessed, because I had never made it through that song without some kind of flub! Once we were done singing and the opening prayer was said by our old stake President and Patriarch, President Haymore, the choir turned and walked back to our seats in an orderly single file line.
The meeting continued with talks by a member of the Temple Presidency's wife, Elder Claudio Costa of the Presidency of the Seventy, President Eyring, and President Monson. Somewhere in the process, the choir sang our second song, "Oh, Come Thou King of Kings". I was so overwhelmed, and I didn't take notes (shame on me...I really should have), that I can't remember when we sang next. But once again, it was awesome! I love that hymn now; It has become one of my favorites. People said they could hear more than 20 voices singing. Someone even had to recount the choir members, because he couldn't believe there were only 20 of us.
At one point, when we were not scheduled to sing, President Eyring accidentally announced "The choir will now sing..." We all started looking at each other. We were still in our seats and not lined up ready to go in, we had already sang our second song, and we were not supposed to sing our last song until after the dedicatory prayer. Then, President Eyring caught himself and said we would not be hearing from the choir just yet, but from President Monson, who is better than the choir. Then he caught himself and said, not that the choir isn't good. It was funny. We all laughed, maybe a little too loud. :o)
While the choir was sitting in our room, we had the opportunity to watch the teleprompter guys in action. They would make sure each written talk was right on target with where the speaker was. Every speaker stayed on script, except for President Monson. He was very emotional during this session (I heard he was playful and funny during the first dedication session). President Monson was very reflective and paid a lot of tribute to President Spencer W. Kimball. There were several times, President Monson veered off the teleprompter and talked for a few moments from the heart. At one point he sang to us, like he did the night before, except this time it wasn't in Spanish and it wasn't as lighthearted. It was cute he sang again (he kept telling us that his wife and daughter would not like him to sing, but he did it anyway. His wife was still recovering from her fall a few months ago, so she was unable to come to the dedication, but his only daughter, Ann Dibb (and second counselor in the General Young Women Presidency) came with him. She was there during the cultural event as well.) Once President Monson neared the end of his written talk, he veered off the teleprompter for about 15 minutes. It was funny to see the teleprompter guys look at each other, then watch to see when the prophet would get back to his written words, so they could re-sync him with the teleprompter. But the last 15 minutes were all from the heart and as the spirit directed. It was amazing to see, hear, and feel.
President Monson then dedicated the temple. From the LDS Church News, we can read these excerpts from the dedicatory prayer, which President Monson read in all three dedicatory sessions:
"We are grateful for this sacred and hallowed structure. We are grateful for the purposes for which it has been built. We thank Thee for the faithful Saints who will use it," President Monson prayed.
Further, he petitioned, "Wilt Thou accept this edifice as a gift of Thy people to Thee. It has come of their consecration and love. Wilt Thou hallow this house and sanctify it. May Thy presence be felt here, and may Thy Holy Spirit abide constantly within its walls. May all who enter feel of that Spirit. …"
After this beautiful prayer, the choir was invited into the celestial room one final time to sing "The Hosanna Anthem" immediate following the Hosanna Shout. As we entered the room, President Monson turned around just as I entered, looked me straight in the eyes, and said "Beautiful choir!". It was neat to be looked directly in the eyes by a prophet. That's the second time in my life that happened. The first was with President Howard W. Hunter when he came to the Tucson Regional Conference in the mid 1990s. I will always remember his crystal blue eyes. But I digress...
Elder Holland lead us all in the Hosanna Shout, then the choir began our closing song. Wow! What an experience. I do not have words to describe what occurred. I think all of heaven joined in singing to shout hosanna for this beautiful temple.
One of the audience members in the celestial room told a choir member later that once our choir started singing "Hosanna" (the first word of the song), President Monson and President Eyring looked at each other and nodded, as if to say "This is right...this is good!"
Once we started "The Spirit of God" part of the song, I was so overcome, I just cried and could not sing anymore. For the full first verse and chorus, I was just mouthing the words, with tears streaming down my face.
The Spirit of God Like a Fire is burning!
The latter-day glory begins to come forth;
The visions and blessings of old are returning,
And angels are coming to visit the earth.
We'll Sing and We'll Shout with the armies of heaven,
Hosanna, Hosanna to God and the Lamb!
Let glory to them in the highest be given,
Henceforth and forever, Amen and amen!
The choir supported the congregation as we sang a descant over the normal verses and chorus. But hearing both together and IN THE CELESTIAL ROOM was something beyond this world alone. The angels were truly "coming to visit the earth" and we sang and shouted "with the armies of heaven". I didn't personally feel my dad and my grandma, but I KNOW they would not have missed the opportunity to join in and sing with us that day, to be a part these armies of heaven.
I pulled myself together for the second verse because I didn't want to miss that opportunity to sing this song in the temple.
The Lord is extending the Saints' understanding,
Restoring their judges and all as at first.
The knowledge and power of God are expanding;
The veil o'er the earth is beginning to burst.
We'll Sing and We'll Shout with the armies of heaven,
Hosanna, Hosanna to God and the Lamb!
Let glory to them in the highest be given,
Henceforth and forever, Amen and amen!What a glorious experience! After our song, the last note echoed in the room (and in our hearts). I think I'll always remember this experience, especially this song.
The closing prayer was said, and the brethren got up and slowly left the room. They didn't shake the choirs' hands, but that's okay. I got to be in the celestial room of this BEAUTIFUL temple with them, and that is enough.
Once the brethren left the room, the choir went back to our seats. We didn't want to leave the room. We watched as everyone on that side of the building walked through the hallway on their way out of the temple. Some choir members left when they saw their spouse or family members walking by. The ones who remained just sat and watched until the line was completely gone. Then we hugged and cried and reminisced. We didn't want the experience to be over. We lingered in the temple for as long as we could. Then it was time to leave. I didn't want to go. But I wanted to find my mom and sister to hear about their experience.
We met each other outside in the courtyard. Someone offered to take our picture (which I haven't gotten yet, or I would have included in this blog). We talked and laughed and cried and shared our experiences. We talked to our friends. Such remarkable experiences everyone had. It was so personal in every way.
I couldn't even talk very much as my mom and I drove home. I was reflective the whole ride home.
A few days after the dedication, the choir members sent emails to each other. Actually it started as one, then one by one people replied to all until everyone responded. What a GREAT keepsake. For my response, I wrote:
I have really enjoyed reading everyone's comments and feelings about our recent experience at the temple! I am glad to know I am not the only one who wondered why I was chosen to be a part of such a wonderful choir, though I am eternally grateful for this opportunity. Meeting new friends, reconnecting with old friends, learning these beautiful songs, having these spiritual experiences, and singing in the celestial room with a prophet of God present are all things I will treasure forever!
Thank you, everyone, for making this such an enjoyable experience! I appreciate everyone's hard work and willingness to do whatever was asked of them. I apologize for missing two full practices (and I struggled a little because of it!). Most of all, thank you, Sis. Clark and Sis. Fenn, for your sweet spirits, and for all your blood, sweat, and tears in leading the way for our little choir to be so successful and to have had such everlasting experiences! You are both truly amazing!
Listening to the first choir in the celestial room on Saturday during our rehearsal blew me away. I knew this experience would be so much more than I could have even imagined. Then walking into the celestial room for the opening song on Sunday and seeing President Eyring, Elder Holland, and our dear prophet sitting there was almost overwhelming. What a once-in-a-lifetime experience!
I am grateful for all I learned during this journey. I, too, am a different person because of it. My co-worker (who is not a member of our church) told me today that for the past week, I've had this glow about me. I was really shocked when she told me this, but maybe this glow is residual from our experience at the temple. I need to return there often so I will not forget!
There have been several people who have told me we were not the only ones singing during that session. I know a Heavenly choir joined us, and I would like to think my dad and grandma were right there among them. Both loved to sing, and I don't think my dad would have missed the opportunity to join in the celebration of this new temple. He loved this area and knew a temple would some day be close by.Thank you again for allowing me this opportunity! I will never forget it and all of you will always have a special place in my heart! Til we meet again!I have such a strong testimony of the temple and the importance it has on our eternal salvation. My testimony is even stronger now after these experiences this weekend. I know President Monson is the prophet of God on this earth at this time. He leads and guides this church as the mouthpiece for the Lord. This gospel is TRUE! The Savior LIVES! Our families can be together forever if we keep the commandments, keep our covenants, and endure to the end. I will take advantage of the proximity of this temple and return their often so I can always remember the things I felt and learned this weekend.